SO IT WAS WILD OUT THERE... I MEAN I REMEMBER SHOTS SKIPPING          OFF THE PAVEMENT, RUNNING FROM THE COPS, GUNS ON ME... BLOW FOR BLOW TIME FLIES WHEN YOUR LIFE IS ON THE LINE... I THINK MY MOTHER SAW ME FOLD ONCE IN ALL OF MY LIFE, THAT WAS BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO DO THINGS THE RIGHT WAY. I SWORE SHE WOULD NEVER SEE ME FOLD AGAIN, NO ONE WOULD... I HAD ONE INTREST IN MIND, " HANDLE THAT"... I TOLD'EM THAT WHEN I WAS DONE THAT THEY WOULD NEVER DISRESPECT ME AGAIN. I HAD BECOME A MAN, AND NIGGAS COULDN'T SPEAK ON ME; BITCHES COULDN'T KICK IT. I DIDN'T HAVE AN INTEREST IN BEING COOL; I WAS SEDUCED BY MY MASCLINITY AND IT'S VISCIOUS NATURE. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A PUP, A YOUNG LAD;YOU KNOW BEFORE THEY TAUGHT US TO MIND OUR MANNERS AND THIS CODE OF ETHICS THAT THE PEOPLE WANTED IN ME. THOSE MEMORIES REVELED THE TRUTH IN ME, THE MAN THAT I SHOULD BE, THE MAN THAT I WANTED TO BE. HOMIE I WAS GAME, AND I WAS WIT IT. YEAH, MY AGGRESSION WAS IN CHECK, "I HEARD OF THE PROPER ETICATE''; IT'S JUST IN CONCIDERATION OF THE AUTHORITY THAT I DISCIPLINE OVER MY AGGRESSION I KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT THAT IT NOT BE VAIN. ESPECIALY WITH THE UNDERSTANDING OF HOW VALUABLE AGGRESSION CAN BE... SO, I ROCKED HIS ASS... AND WENT STRAIGHT THROUGH HIM...

THE RIGHT WORDS COULD KILL YOU, THEN WERE DOES MERCY LYE; IN THE LIFE OF A MAN THAT DEPENDS THEREOF, FOR HE IS HE WHO SEEKS, THEN SYMPATHY HE WILL FIND.

THE RIGHT WORD CAN KILL YOU, THEN WERE DOES MERCY LYE; IN THE LIFE OF A MAN THAT DEPENDS THEREOF, FOR HE IS HE WHO SEEKS, THEN SYMPATHY HE WILL FIND. YET ME A SOUL THAT PREFERED THE BITTER FLAVOR OF RETALIATION OVER THE SWEET TEARS OF COMPASSION ; BARE THE BURDENS OF VENGNECE, FOR I AM LIVING AND DEATH IS NOT WELCOMED. IF PAIN IS LOVE THEN WOMBS KEEP ME ALIVE WHEN I BLEED FOR MY ENEMY, IN HEART.AND WE WEEP FOR NO MAN. SINCE WHEN DOES WARFARE BECOME POETIC, ONLY IF MY STEPS ARE ORDERED IN MY PRIDE. WHO VALUES MY PRIDE BUT ME; THEN SHOW ME WHO LEADS ME NOT ASTRAY. THEN FAITH BE POISON, THEN BELEIVE IN NOTHING,; YET BELEIVING IN NOTHING IS TO LIVE FOR WHAT. TRUTH, WE LIVE FOR PEACE AS WE SELL IT FOR FREE. " FUNNY" BUT A SMILE CAN DECIEVE YOU AS LIFE IS LOST FOR NOTHING... "NOT FUNNY"... BATTLE BEING THE MAGNIFICANCE IN THE CREATION, THUS EMOTIONS INTICE FOR REASON... THEN, "WHAT'S UP BITCH"...